A Black Door Opened

My sister and I were at my house, though I’ve never been there before, it was, to me, my home. Looking out the windows I could see a huge field that stretched far away, the trees on the horizon would only be an inch tall if you measured between your fingers. The fields were covered […]

Collaborations

I just realized, like a couple minutes ago, that all I am is made up of collaborations. Joint efforts between me and you and you and me and me and him and her and me. Bits of you smeared into me. Cooperations and associations. Collusions and alliances. Combination of participation. Under all the layers is […]

Closer

I’m freaking out just a little bit but you hold me close hold me close hold me close and I’m breathing hard and not breathing at all but I hear your voice I hear your voice hear your voice tonight I won’t pull my hair out tonight it’s counting and moving objects into their perfect […]

Order of Operations

1 – you spoke my name 2 – I turned and smiled 3 – you touched me and I shivered, panting 1 – you spoke my name 4 – I felt something like a seed planted long ago lifting its head, pushing slowly through the walls of my heart 5 – you drooled on the […]

Tarot Cards – collaboration

your breath on my neck brings shivers up my spine I want to be the one that kisses you deepest, stops time your arms circle ‘round me pulling me tighter into you  I want to be all those thoughts lingering around inside of you lift my hair, breathe me in I’ve forgotten where I am […]

Reflections in a Mirror

Mirror, mirror, faded glass: What’s that I see? It’s me. I’m lonely and fearful; A mouse tiny, insignificant; Overlooked, unseen, unnoticed. I’ll never be good enough… ….will I? Mirror, mirror, painted glass: What’s that I see? It’s me. I’m manipulated and worthless; A mangy dog begging for attention; Kicked, bruised, eating my own vomit. I’ll […]

Logophile

I slipped on your words like a pair of pantyhose sliding up my thighs they felt so nice I couldn’t help but touch myself just a little (or a lot) those verbs and adverbs adjectives and past present participle gliding ever so nicely inside I swallowed them down thirsty for more a glutton for your […]

I Am Fractal

What is this? This that you’ve done to my heart and mind? I turn to my left and you are there I turn to my right and it’s you It’s woven throughout all my histories you, you, you Trying to wrap my mind around this as if I could grasp it like a Thing a […]

No Escape

Who am I really? Can somebody tell me? It’s dark in here Smoke and screams Is that me? Something pierced my eyes My cheeks are wet This tongue is coated, swollen Someone stop that damn buzzing! Grasping to understand What was my name? Didn’t I have one once? It began with Wretched Why am I […]

Do You See?

when you stare into my eyes what do you see? do you see the eternal turning of the heavens and our names overlapping written there? do see the depths of the oceans and how they refuse to be tamed, much like our own passions? do you see the foundations of the earth shifting and settling […]