I’m Ashamed To Say…

In a moment of clarity
I realized
Exactly
Who and what I was to him

I had it all wrong
So very wrong

I tricked myself
Thinking I was more
Than I really was
He never led me on
No
I did it to myself

Against my own declarations
I know what I’m doing
Heart and head
Two separate beings yet
For a time, United

However

It just could never be

I had it wrong
So fucking wrong


©️tara caribou – 2018

13 thoughts on “I’m Ashamed To Say…

  1. I can feel the emotion in this writing. I can visualize the pain, the longing. Your troubled heart is in chaos. Nice piece of writing. You are amazing. I am Ragazza, I hope you could try to follow my blog page, maybe you’ll be inspired too. Cheers. 👏

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