gosh… I don’t know what I did to deserve you, maybe nothing… maybe I just drew the love-lottery and actually won for once… you are incredibly sexy, good-looking, attractive or … hot as you would say… I can look at you for an hour and not realize the time has passed… I am so aroused by you… the look in your eyes, your smile… I am drawn to your powerful seductive energy… every part of me yearns for you… I feel this incredibly intense pull to you… even being with you I still want to crawl right inside you, become a part of you, be absorbed by you… my heart sings a continuous love song for you, about you… my eyes recall gazing into yours… I remember your sexy voice in my ear… the smile on your lips… my hands long to hold yours, to trace the lines of love across your skin… my thighs ache to straddle your hips, grip you tight…. my lips desire you, your skin, your neck, your own lips, your hard cock, your fingers… I ache for you completely… I need you like sustenance, I feel my spirit withering without you near to tend it and feed it… I crave you, all of you: your skin, your smile, your voice, your laughter, your gentle affirmations and growling pleasures, your conversation, your hugs, your brief touches, your very presence, your palpable love, your dominance and your gentleness, your beard, your hands, your eyes, the looks you give me, your everything is what I crave… every single thing that makes you You, that’s what I want and desire. I miss you. Intensely. I want you back in my arms where you belong. I don’t want to share you. I want to kidnap you, steal you away, hide you somewhere all to myself… until you are thoroughly bewitched and fully bound to me, unable to part from me again… but then… I know I can’t do that. I have to share. I shouldn’t be selfish and jealous. You are amazing and I shouldn’t be the only one to enjoy you… yet there it is… damn it. I love you. I love you more than any other thing in this world. I can recall several key pivotal moments in our history when I tied myself to you a little at a time, more each time, I felt a deep connection and didn’t know how to act on it… seems so easy now…. so clear… I knew even as a young woman, deep inside I knew we were meant to be together in some way, I just didn’t know how to get there, didn’t feel worthy of you… and here I am 20 years later with a second chance given me, you bet I’m gonna take it… not gonna make that mistake again. I can honestly say, with no reservations, I wholeheartedly fully truly love you. Head-over-heels love. True love. Real love. Soulmate love. Two-peas-in-a-pod love. That’s what I have for you.